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I can't even begin to tell you and then repeat myself again about how happy I was to spend

time with my best friends from high school. The last time we were all together was 4 years ago. Picture us fitting 4 years of catching up in about 8 hours. Our original plan was go to dinner, have drinks, and go bar hopping in Downtown San Diego after. What we did? Dinner & drinks, went to Vons and got wine and went to the hotel room to talk some more.

Let me tell you, this night out/in took two months to plan. TWO MONTHS! MY GOD. As if we were married with children and had to book babysitters. SO much has changed but at the same time we were together like we were almost 10 years ago.

10 years?!!

I'm tripping myself out just typing this.

Our conversations went from "reintroduction" if you will, Q&A, confessions to "how many penises have you bear clawed?"

Anyway, I'm so proud of these girls. They've got degrees, jobs, plans, trips, and boyfriends. Now, me being the last to finally graduate-- they've made me feel no pressure. I'm not even gonna lie, I stepped back and looked at them and was so jealous of where they were in their lives.. as if they were all so figured out-- come to realize that we've all still got hopes hanging on strings and stresses holding us back. But i know we're all going to be okay.

I'm so proud of you girls. Nothing makes me happier than seeing you guys happy, succeeding and doing things for yourself. And I'm in this small little stepping stone in life where I feel like i'm not too far behind you because my graduation isn't too far away and for the first time in a long time Abby laughed at me saying "I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE" for all the good reasons.

I'm happy you guys have found guys that make you happy, jobs that are supporting your lifestyles, and homes that are keeping you safe, and making plans that you've had for a very long time.

Where are we in 10 years? LOL. Who fuckin' knows, because we clearly had our plans ALL kinds of wrong when we were 14 years old. Or maybe 6 in Colleen's case.

I love you girls so much. You all deserve the best. I'm sorry I haven't been around really, but last night has shown that I am still here if you ever need me.

Q&A

Love…

gstarr22:

If you had to define love with a single word, what would it be?

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my answer:

TRUST.

1. First + foremost, to trust that you deserve love.

2. To trust that love is out there and the right person is too.

3. To trust your gut when the wrong person is in front of you.

4. To give trust to your loved one 100%, even if it makes you feel vulnerable…

5. To trust that love given wholly = twice greater received.

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TILF

Teacher, I'd like to fuck.

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Good decisions come from experience,

experience comes from bad decisions.

Child, pls!

My niece posted on her fb wall "ahhh i love this song; throwback for sure."

Ask me what song it was?

I mean throwback really? You were like 3 when the song came out. LOL

I'm hating, its cute-- and funny. And when did she grow up? And why am I getting old!

i'd hit it; cont'd

Refer back to two years ago; heres summo eyecandy for dicklovers men and women alike.

Grant Hill; #33 of the Phoenix Suns. Enough said. Plus he's married to the queen of slowjams, Tamia. Btw, did you know Tamia had multiple sclerosis? Cray.

Now, I love Jason Segel. Love him to death, I possibly love all the characters he plays. But On this list I do not have him as Jason Segel. I have him down as Marshall Ereksen. Because if any of you HIMYM fans know, he's every girls dream of a boyfriend, fiance, and husband. I die for the things he does for Lily! From their high-fives, superstitions, to their pauses during arguments, to his soft heartedness family loyalty and his love for Lilypad. I really fucking love Marshmallow-- LAWYERED!

Puck me.

Oh puck yes.

Puuuuggit.

Hahahahahha, Mark Salling makes my heart melt because he sings and dances on Glee and he plays a Jewish womanizer, and who doesn't love a good looking womanizing Jew who sings and dances.

Plus his voice makes me melt a little just like Michael Buble's does.

JDL; Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

Was convinced by this scene right here:

Thanks, W. This one is all your fault. Aubrey Drake Graham. jk, he was aiight on Degrassi.

I have a crush on this nerd ever since Zombieland. Jesse Eisenberg.

I've been told he's a mix of Michael Cera and Nick Jonas.. ACCURATE!

addition: I've always had a thing for thick strong eyebrows. Andrew Garfield. mm.

Michael C. Hall aka Dexter Morgan-- started watching this show over the summer and I'm well into the 3rd season. I'd chop it up with him. Get it? #soclever.

And if you don't have a fucking crush on Mark Ruffalo I don't know what the hell is wrong with you! Plus, he knows how to do the whole Thriller routine.

Hopes vs. Expectations

It's letting me find all the little holes where I can fit.

Lose/Lose

"Only unfulfilled love is romantic."

--Vicky Christina Barcelona

It's when the music you send me keeps me awake on my long drives from you to here.

Light Dreams & Nightmares

Drake on Thursday with W.

I think Weezy's getting released on the same day.

Wouldn't it be the shit if...

Remind me.

Nov1st, 2010.

Ummmm 19 year old April called and said never to let her out ever again!

Besides me being a complete shitshow on Saturday, from what I think I remember -- I had a good time. Does anyone have pictures? Because I dont want to see ANY OF THEM! But nevertheless..

Happy birthday to two of my best guy friends on the face of this earth Pat & Geo who happen to share the same birthday!

You both make me so proud!