"You don't have to tell me everything, 
but you don't tell me anything."

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow 
This time we'll take it slow 
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow 
This time we'll take it slow 
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow 
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow 
This time we'll take it slow 
This time we'll take it slow

Thank God today is over.

There have been days that I just wanted to sleep through and hope to wake up to either a better day, or a realization that it was just in fact a dream.
Today was def one of them.
I haven't been having them much lately, but when they do... Fuck.

Nothing lasts forever.

Work is hard, and tiring, and I love it right now! Learning while getting paid is great, and the best thing is that -- in this career, you never stop learning.

I had a patient last week, a sweet sweet lady who was my Mother's age.  I cared for her for three days straight. Her procedures, tests, requests became all routine to me. (ps working 3 days straight isn't as bad as some may think!) On my third day with her, I was lucky to discharge her and finally send her home.  I told her that I was so excited that she was one of my first patients, I thanked her for always letting me know I was doing okay, and that I won't ever forget what kind of patience she had with me while I was learning the ropes in her patient room.  I sent her home with the request that I didnt wanna see her again as a patient, but to come back to let us know how good she was doing. 

Yesterday I came into work and found out she passed away on Wednesday morning, and my heart hurt.  The son called and asked for me to make sure I knew that she passed away peacefully in her  home, with her family around. 

My heart hurt.

There's a first for everything, and that was one of them. 

McFarland

Insecurity is a bitch.

My blog is turning more into a tumblr, I think I've just learned to keep a lot of words to myself instead of sharing them since I've been eating a lot of my words lately.

Plus there are a lot of lurqers out there. I see you!

On another note, I had my first 12 today on the floor and it was nothing less than hectic and busy. I was a little burnt out by the 10th hour.  I forgot what it was like to be on my feet for twelve hours.  I was super nervous before today, and really anxious.  But the nerves all go away and my brain turned on when I realized that there really is no time to be nervous. Seriously.

I haven't watched ABDC since the jabbawockeez honestly. LOL, but these are so cool!!