LOW tolerance

for liars.

over, and over, and over again! why do people do it? what are they protecting? i'm not stupid. I was not born yesterday. it really is only pushing me away from you. i've put up with it and i've turned my cheek one too many times. someone can call me one of their closest friends, but what close friend cannot say the truth? what kind of trust is that? if there is no honesty in a relationship, it is inevitably headed into the direction of failure. so why are they doing it? how could they cheat such a good friendship?

i've been lied to numerous times. & i'm human, i've lied too. i'm guilty so my hands are not so clean either. but it is something i'm working on.

i love my friends.. so so so much. i'm SO thankful for the things they've done for me, they're generous in all aspects and give me a shoulder to cry on and a ear to listen.. but it almost cancels everything out when someone can literally lie to my face.. and i feel like some people do it, every chance they get.

my friends have become such an important part of my life but i question the things some may be telling me, or not telling me. i can't offer so much other than my friendship. isn't that what's most important anyway? i can take all the gifts, but what I'd really like is their honesty. i feel like this is all becoming materialistic.

I'm here to help as much as i can, to listen to anything you need to say, & support you when you need it most. but its pointless if you think this is a one way street, i need you to be honest!
I CAN BE YOUR FRIEND--but PLEASE, be one too.
you're holding my trust on a thin string, and your lies are becoming so heavy.
you're smart. you can figure out the rest.

tell me the truth.